I’m gonna have to pull myself out of this stench and run to the library for some more peace and quiet.

Marrion Day, I am in need to execute you correctly.

Papa’s going to add me to his insurance this week. Which means road trip for myself for the first week of summer! I CAN’T WAIT. OMFG.

Papa: Isn't it racists in Oklahoma?

I promised myself that I’ll never be that kind of girl that has to ask their boyfriend if it’s okay to do something… But I just did that right now, and I feel like a hypocrite.

I think Nathaniel’s got me really interested in buying a bike. He’s growing on me! (I still love that kid, though.)

list of things to buy/to do

- a new/secondhand minolta
- go thrifting
- go book thrifting
- develop the disposables from my birthday weekend last year
- a new poncho
- go to haight
- eat a cheesecake before school ends
- decide if i want a bike
- clean out my closet/throw things away

N: "....swipe my hand on his, and cradle his jaws in between my tiny palms, and kiss his tonsils and nape, and make sure he knows I will forever love him."
Me: Nariman! You just quoted my writing... <3
N: You're amazing, Marrion.

TUMBLR, FACEBOOK, TWITTER, INSTAGRAM.

GAHBYE. I need to focus on this mo’fucking essay. But I kind of feel like I won’t be justifying the topic (Darfur) after all this.

JUST SMILES. ALL SMILES.

I can’t wait to do things, get places, meet people, and find myself. I can’t fucking wait.

fuck me. my phone is dead broken. :’( bye carla (my phone), you’re a bitch. i’m getting a better blackberry curve, asshole. this sucks. won’t have a phone for the next week or two. maybe this is what i need… i don’t know what i’m saying anymore. i just feel really bad about my phone. BLAH!

Me: I'll be working in Alcatraz, giving tours, this summer.
Smith: That's new!
Me: Yup. You should come see me out there! It's going to be fun. Night tours!
Smith: HAHAH! You don't want me and Pat there.
Me: Why? It'd be neat!
Smith: I'll request you as our tour guide, and Pat and I are going to run around and yell in Tagalog accents.
Me: That'd be embarrassing to you, not to me!
Smith: And then we'll talk in Tagalog accents asking you where we can find the ghosts.
Me: Nope, stop.
Smith: And then we'll scare everyone there.

I think I pity people who have no willpower. People who just can’t grow up. It’s so sad.

I want to eat:

• homemade cookies
• Chewy Chips Ahoy!
• steak
• oatmeal
• rice
• everything right now